there was a dead body in the room
Had to be
Else where did the smell
come from?
Every time he’d turn around to catch
a ghost or a zombie
from the corner of his eyes the smell
would slap him
A smell of death
He decided he’d look around for the
dead body
but later
He didn’t have the energy now
or the disposition
or anything
He only wanted to sleep
some more
He just woke up and needed a good
nap to recover
Perhaps there were times when it
didn’t make sense
but now, today, nothing made more
sense that this
All you need is a healthy
dose of chronic depression and it makes
sense
Just like not cleaning the room
and not taking a shower
in a time longer than memory can be
bothered to remember
So he paced back to the bed
and climbed in
and dragged the blanket, heavy with
caked dirt, on his body
and closed his eyes
He fell asleep in spite of
the smell of death
coming closer still
The dreams were always a little bit better
in the nap taken after
waking up from
the night’s sleep
One time he even dreamed he
was a published author. Not a great or
even a good one, but published
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Ah, I can relate.
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Bogdan, this is amazing — a true tale about what it feels like to be depressed, with an absurdist twist that drives the point home. I also appreciate the implication that the “smell of death” is coming from our protagonist himself — depression effectively makes you a zombie, the “living dead.” I spent enough time there in the past that I can really relate to what you describe here. I think this is my favorite thing of yours that I’ve read. 😵
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(つ✧ω✧)つ Oh, thank you very much!
And I’m glad the experience is part of your past, and not the present 🙂
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Yes, I found my way out. It’s possible!
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Had to revisit this. It’s so Kafka-esque. Really good! I love the one where the long-legged lady is a spider, but this is even better, IMO. (And I am someone who in no way tends toward the gothic, but I recognize something profound when I see it. This is it.)
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Oh, you’re making me blush 🙈🙈
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Excellent description of depression.
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(´・ᴗ・`) Thank you, Iris!
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leaves me off wondering if maybe the dead body in the room, was him the whole time.
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Excellent! 🙂
If it did that, then the writing has achieved it’s meaning
Thank you so much, Violet!
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