guilt is one heavy anvil

they were having another one
of those heated
arguments on the porch
when the kid ventured
into the
street and got run over by a car

He didn’t survive

And there was no
getting out from under this guilt

“He tried to run away from
our screams.”

“Yes. He did.”

“And we can only… go after
him now.”

“Yes. We’re going after him.”

She circled her arms around
his neck and pulled him
in for a kiss
while holding the revolver
against his nape, thumbs on the trigger

It was the sweetest kiss
of their entire
marriage

The bang ended the problems
for both of them

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  1. Heartbreakingly sad – not sure which is worst, the child running into the road or the sheer horror and bleakness of their conversation and decision.

    Gwen.

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  2. Bangs galore when you play Russian Roulette fully loaded. That’s why it’s best to pace yourself, with quarters from the flowerpot for the slot machines. Take it from me.

    And if you want to win at craps, you have to choose the Universal dice. Just don’t blow it first, or the pips might go supernova.

    btw, they were dealing my cards from a secret deck of Jokers…. Nobody even noticed, because I folded most of the time. A pair of fools trumps all in Royal Hold-em-Up.

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