Wherever you hear about a drinking problem you expect the man to be violent and vulgar and turn abusive and destructive well it wasn’t the case with him There was a drinking problem there for sure but all it cursed him with was sleep and sometimes verses He’d start writing after drinking But he was a kind man and a great lover and his wife had a hard time convincing her family and friends and neighbors that a man who has a separate trashcan only for bottles and beer cans is not a man who strikes his wife, not even with words Well, none of them read his poetry and by the time he died of cirrhosis it was too late You can’t scold a dead man for having written thousands upon thousands of pages of splatter-punk gore and abuse fantasies involving his wife her family her friends neighbors and everyone he knew, including minors
more than enough to explain by Bogdan Dragos

there was nothing to explain here the man’s wife told them everything they needed to know Her husband wrote poetry Yes, that would be enough to explain why he cut off his penis and tried to use it as a pen before collapsing on the desk, blood pooling at his feet below Being a poet was more than enough explanation for what he did She didn’t need to tell the paramedics that her husband had been looking for inspiration “He’s a poet,” was more than enough They understood
Two Bullets
By Bogdan Dragos
she came out of the bathroom with
the pink towel wrapped
around her and found
him sprawled on the bed
very thoughtful
He held in his right hand
two bullets
that he constantly rubbed against each
other with a kind
of obsession
She jokingly said, “So, one for me
and one for you?”
“No,” he said. “One for everyone else in
the world but you and I.”
“Haha, nice,” she said. “Anyway, why do you
always carry those bullets
around?”
“Eh, no particular reason,” he lied
The bullets carried all the
reasons in the world. He
carried them in his pocket ever since seventh
grade when he was mere
steps away from using them on his
bullies
But then
one day
she just showed up and was nice
to him
and the depression became a little less heavy,
just enough to be carried through
the years of…
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The great one by Bogdan Dragos

His name was always linked to the term elusive and he was universally acknowledged as a brilliant writer and an enchanted poet. And the day came when his little apartment reeked of rotting flesh and the authorities had to break his door down.
There was no family to inform but the whole country was now his family and there would be no problem regarding the burial. Oh, he would go with a ceremony that was bound to become national event. But luckily for the authorities the media didn’t smell the rotting yet. The four cleaners who sealed the apartment and entered to perform the expertise called themselves big and biggest fans of the great, late writer.
“Can you believe this?” one of them said. “We’re alone here with, dare I say it, unpublished manuscripts of The Great One. Oooh, I’m tingling just thinking about it.”
“God, look at this room…
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The New Guy
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By Bogdan Dragos
there was a new guy in the park
among the homeless
He arrived just after the mayor had
eradicated all
the tents and improvised huts
and it was easy to spot him
He was the one who
always had a book in his hand, always
reading
“Check out the new guy,” they
said. “An intellectual. Heh, hey buddy,
what you reading that for? Not like
you gonna get a degree that’ll take
your ass outta here anytime soon. Haaahahah!”
He was reading his own poems
from a time when
he was young and his dreams were
still alive
Today nothing was alive
but misery itself
(Bio: Bogdan Dragos supervises casinos for a gambling company, working twelve-hour shifts locked in a dark office full of TV monitors. There he mostly daydreams and writes poems and stories. He also manages a poetry blog at bogdandragos.com
He has a book…
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Green Cotton Candy
by Bogdan Dragos
from 07:30 in the morning and until
09:00 he stands by
the clothes store
and stares at his image in the gray window
He’s wearing a green suit
that now looks kinda brown and feels
in the same time
heavy with accumulated dirt
and light with missing patches
The people pass by him and look either
at their phones or away
At 09:30 he departs from the clothes store
and paces towards the
metro station
where he’ll spend the remainder of the day
playing the accordion for
uninterested ears
Still, some would toss
a coin or two in his hat. Out of mercy
or simply because they
were bothered by the change in their pockets
When the sun sets outside
he emerges from the underground
weighting his earning in one hand
He has a quick pace
despite never eating and never sleeping
The cotton candy stand is…
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all we need is love
“and I still hadn’t changed my opinion,” she said. “I still believe that a double suicide is the absolute highest display of love there is. Think about it, two lovers dying in each other’s arms. What in hell can be more romantic?” “I don’t know,” he said, “staying alive for each other’s sake, maybe?” “What? That’s, like, not romantic at all. The longer you stay alive, the higher your chances to fall out of love. Nothing chews at love like life does. That’s why death is the answer. It’s the only way to immortalize love. It’s the way towards that plane of existence where all you feel is love and nothing else. I wanna go there!” She squeezed her fists and eyes, braced herself as she said it. “Well,” he said, “We’re both out of a job, unwanted by family, no home, no cash, no future…” “All we really need is love!” she screamed, jumping into his arms “Yeah,” he said, “and an overdose.” “I’m with you, dearest cousin!”
bit by bit, little by little
there were times when she bit and chewed the inside of her elbow to spit the bits of flesh and the blood on her grandma but those times were over almost forgotten along with the teachings that her blood is poisoned because she was conceived with the wrong woman, meaning not the one grandmother intended for her father But today all those people were dead. Only father was alive He was all right. A hard working man, busy with life busy enough not to notice that his daughter is constantly sprinkling ashes in his food and coffee He’d almost consumed the contents of his mother’s urn there’s just a bit left
So they asked ‘what does your ideal girl look like?’ by Bogdan Dragos

4779 digital pages filled with ramblings about feelings thousands of grammar and spelling mistakes a broken heart consuming itself a final 'goodbye' that came out of a lover’s mouth long ago still echoing in the ears a stadium-load of cockroaches and rats partying in the house a mailbox chocking on unpaid bills her room a mass grave of empty bottles snowed with ash no income electricity about to be cut off and she’s still writing
we gotta spend more time together
“I was ten years old,” she said, her head resting on my shoulder. “And the flames covered the damn sky. Though our neighbor was actually lucky. Lucky I didn’t burn his house. I mean, motherfucker had it coming. You don’t run over a girl’s puppy and expect to get out scratch free, you know?” “I too had a neighbor who ran over my puppy with his tractor,” I said. “I think I was also around ten.” “And what did you do about it?” she asked “Nothing,” I said “What? But how?” “Like I said, I was just some insignificant kid from the countryside. All I could do was cry.” “My God,” she said, “that’s so fucking lame. Where’s that neighbor of yours today?” “I’ve no idea. Perhaps he’s dead. He was pretty old when it all happened.” “If that’s the case then you have the duty to go piss on his grave. At least.” “Um… I wouldn’t know where that is. And besides, I learned to forgive.” “That’s what the weak say. What kind of man are you?” “One who doesn’t hold grudges?” She sighed. “We gotta spend more time together.” “And learn from one another?” I asked She didn’t reply
